Thank you Saint Jude

Well, my prayer has not been answered exactly...but I am trusting that St. Jude/God/the Universe is working on my behalf behind the scenes. I have read that sometimes things take longer than 9 days. I had a good day yesterday, until last night. This morning, the depression is still there and a sense of hopelessness.

Today is thanksgiving and I want to be grateful for all I have...my son, my health, my job, my family, a home, animals, friends. It will be a tough day, spent alone. I have lost about 10 pounds these past few weeks, so that is one bonus of depression. It's just that this sadness is not my natural state, I don't know what to do with it. I guess just feel it, and move on.

The day is still ahead of me, so maybe there will be an answer to my prayer but I am grateful to st. Jude anyway for giving me a place to 'go' and to help stop the spinning.