Friday, April 22, 2011

Day 5

it's still hard waking up, knowing he is no longer in my life, no longer loves me...and then to just face the day...well, at leasat it is friday. All I think about is getting through the day so I can come home and crawl into bed. If I can sleep, I can escape. How pitiful. St. Jude, I'm putting what little faith I have left in you to help me out of this misery. I feel so let down. I really thought this relationship was good, healthy and had a future :( Please remove all memories of it from my mind and heart.
Thank you.

Most Holy Apostle St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus. The Church honors and invokes you universally as the patron of difficult cases, of things almost despaired of. Pray for me, I am so helpless and alone. Intercede with God for me that He bring visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need that I may receive the consolation and help of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, particularly...

please take all feelings for C out of my heart, soul, and mind...eliminate all thoughts of him...I want to forget everything about him and this relationship, like it never happened...I don't want triggers or reminders...no more sadness or suffering over it's end...and maybe, I will feel happiness and joy again, and it will last...

and that I may praise God with you and all the saints forever. I promise you, O Blessed St. Jude to be ever mindful of this great favor granted me by God and to always honor you as my special and powerful patron and to gratefully encourage devotion to you. Amen.

May the most Sacred Heart of Jesus be adored and loved in all the tabernacles until the end of time. Amen.
May the most Sacred Heart of Jesus be praised and glorified now and forever. Amen.
St. Jude pray for us and hear our prayers. Amen.
Blessed be the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
Blessed be the Immaculate Heart of Mary
Blessed be St. Jude Thaddeus in all the world and for all eternity.

I'm sorry I seem so ungrateful St. Jude. I want to be thankful for my life...but to deal with this loss, on top of the other losses, is too much to bear. I hate that I had to go back on medications to barely get through the day. Maybe things will become clearer but right now, I feel despondent and apathetic. I'm sorry

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